That& all I have left. Today I was asked for more time. But I had to accept her being with someone else during that time. I can& Lord. You asked me to hold faith, you asked me to stay strong, but what if I can& Why can& I be worth that? Maybe you& telling me something, but again what if I don& want to. She chooses him in the end anyway. I will never recover. I don& know if I can now watching that happen. Please be with me.